kind of hard. but...

She spent her teenage 'alone'. 

She sacrificed her time in 'loneliness'. 

She did it just for a man in her future that she did not know exactly and clearly who would he be when she was 'alone'. 

I hope she will get what is worth for her. 

"It's like a game on Takeshi Castle, where you have to carry a golden ball through an unsteady bridge which has no grip. In the middle of your walk, some people will throw black balls to you. But you have to keep steady, arrive at the other side of bridge safely, and still carry the golden ball."

it is kinda hard. but when you know what you will get at the end of your struggle, it is worth.